The effect of words on my submissive self can be very powerful. Asking me to do a simple task, not demanding, not threatening, brings out the pleasing part my submissiveness. I have this need to please. It comes out at work when I am working on a client, they need to leave satisfied with their treatment. I put a lot of energy into each person which is why I use a sage smudge spray between clients and there are crystals all over my treatment room. I believe in energy and clients bring it with them, some good and some bad. Holding onto that energy has had a negative effect on me in the past so I have created a field around the room to absorb the energy. Sometimes I feel like I should charge for their treatment plus being their therapist. Men your woman’s facialist and waxer knows more about your relationship than you do and then some. Yes I’ve also seen more whoohaas and ass than you have lol! No the answer to everyone’s question, I don’t care what they look like, I’m only looking for hair.
This new local Dom, who found me on the dating site, is slow and methodical, he says it will be a while till we play. He doesn’t take any push back, because you know I had to test him a little to make sure he could stand up to me. He took it in stride but didn’t cave or get upset, he just put me in my place firmly. I can’t be with someone who isn’t stronger than I am and I’m pretty fucking strong when I need to be. But I can be just as submissive as I can be strong with the right person.
So for now he is spinning a web in my head, giving me just a little everyday like a drug. I wake up craving it, wanting more. How can those 2 simple words “Good Girl” make my whole body feel warm and tingly.